:D

every 3 months ata ako nasusulat dito ah..haha. anyway, the past months were one of the best months i have ever had. asteeg kasi eh.. college is fun..as of now..haha, i've met new freinds.. met old friends, na nakalimutan ko na yung pangalan. haha. sorry nlang! :P there, kakatapos nga ng first long test sa math60..felt good after the exam, parang, finally tapos na..haha. my subjects are "fun" asteeg naman yung mga teachers..hinde naman terror, i think..haha. then FEAD, last screening na this wed, hope i get in. 17 nlang kami na maddraft. out of 70. haha..hmm, okay lng naman na hinde ako pumasa, pero okay din kung pumasa ako.. :P then..dalandan, we finally won 1st place sa isang battle..it was in eastwood, summer scream showdown. all the bands were good..met new freinds nga eh..hymn of siren. haha. we won 10thou and tv and radio appearance. then sporenee...we have a new winds guy. tapos new vocalist. haha, we have a gig this thursday, july10 at gweilos eastwood. tapso sasali din kmai sa muziklaban.. haha, goodluck to us nalng.. then finally, my baby, my lovely baby.. :) going on the 2nd month..

now tell me...

why should i not be happy? :)

:) im happy...

wow, tagal na ah..it's been alooong time since ive written here..anyway, im really happy.. sobra.. i won gold sa NCAA, parang i've been in track for like 6 years, and getting my first NCAA medal, sa last year ko pa..tapos gold pa!haha, asteeg....tapos we won pa overall, the last time lasal track won overal was 1979...haha, tagal noh?haha, asteeg...anyway, another point, is my band, ive been playing in lots of gigs, and meeting alot of people, saya grabeh.. tapso my friedns, parang sobrang saya..i  love my friends.. and lastly, grad ball.. :D grabeh, one night i will surely not forget...all thanks to this special girl... damn, she was so beatuiful, grabeh... :)

morning, i went to her house to meet her folks, tapos, yun, we talked bout the ball and stuff, we decided that i will pick her up around 7, tapos, yun, i went home muna, and borrowed red's coat. haha, kasi nawawala yung akin. anyway, okay naman yung suot ko..i went to her house around 7, tapos i waited hanggan 730 pa, i even saw her run kasi, nagmamadali siya..so, yun we got to lasal around 8:00..anyway, we had fun with ricoy and kaycee, sobrang saya. pic lng ng pic!haha..tapos we went to ewood, saya!laughtrip:P i closed the night driving her home, and kissing her on the cheek...damn... that was so............... :)

hmmm.. it makes me think....  i was really stupid..this girl whom i loved, who i thought was the perfect girl for me turned out to be a different person...i guess beauty really blinds sometimes...but i cant really blame her..i was the blind one..i didnt see the real person inside. she actually didnt doing anything, she just "changed". people change. i guess i would blame myself, because i was the one who spent countless night thinking, and waiting for her to return.. pointless. stupid. and childish. but i would like to thank her, because, without her, i would have never loved someone so damn great and cared for so damn so much. i would have not learned some stuff that she showed, she openned my eyes to a new world. she gave me meaning (for awhile). she gave me a goal (for a while) and lastly i would like to thank her for BREAKING my heart, because it led me to loving the person i love now. i learned my lesson. i was so stupid. i fell inlove with the person who i thought she was, but i was wrong. thanks for everything. but life goes on. and i have to stand up, and keep on going.

i was willing to love you more than everything anything. i was willing to give you everything and anything to make you happy...and i did. i let you go.

hope your happy...    because i am.

THURSDAY, jan 12

last day of the exams!,HAHA, sobrang sabaaaaw na kamiii lahat!, we just wanted everythng to be over na!. so yun, tapos na...hahaha, takbo kami lahat sa linkshot, pero pagdating namin, closed pa!hahaha, so, we decided to go to shang, pag dating, we played ka agad,1 game nga lng, cuz we had to return to lasal by 12. natpos kami ng 12!hahaha, sobra takbo kami pabalik ng lasal!, pag dating, pinagalitan kami..haha, PASAWAY!!!, :P anyway, yun, mga 4 natapos na kami, tapos we had to go to lyka's house to practice!< hangan mga 7. after that, went home. to sleep!:P

FRIDAY, jan13/SATURDAY,jan14

woke up around 5, cuz may practice kami sa track in the morning. we practiced,. after nun, may practice na naman sa play!,  hangang mga 12..after nun practice na naman sa house ni lyka hangan around 3. afternun, pumunta na kami sa ever!hahahaha, just to play dota!. kami nila jason,japs,alex at red. tapos mga 7 we finished na. we had to go faster because may surprise kami kay jason for his bortdae...hahaha. then, un, we spent 3min each to take a bath!hahaha, ang bilis!, tapos we went to ewood na!. first we went to gwielos (tama ba spelling?hahah) then, i told beat and her friends to go there na to surprise jason!, pag dating, sobrang!boom!, gulat na gulat si jason!hahaha. yun, jason was wtih beat, tapos alex with pat. so kami ni japs and red, kumain nlang!hahaha, kasi sila jason nag bayad!hahaha...advantage takers!:)) after nun, we went to play billiards, then nag videok pa kami!hahaha, asteeg:D "fixing a brokeeeen hearrrtttt" hahahaha. after nun, went to starbucks. then aalis na daw sila beat. then we just partied after that!,sobrang saya!. i saw patsy pa!hahaha..rock on!:D galing nga niya eh...tpos mga 3am, nag pasundo na kami..then wen we got home, we decided not to sleep na, cuz, call time namin sa play was 6am. hahaha, tapos yun!, we didnt sleep. we left the house again ng 530. we got to the play, sobrang saboooooggg!:)) galing!. we had the play...we won 3rd nga eh!asteeeg:D then after nun, nag practice ulit sa bahy ni lyka!.hangan 7..then went home...and slept!...whoho..!asteeeg:D

haha, well wala naman ako magawa eh ...so cguro ill write now na :p

December 10

this day was special, because it was the day na mag pperform ung band ko for the first time :D it was held sa lasal, "last band standing". 8 bands yung pumasok sa semifinals..:birdland,all my friends are dead, aleta's band project, peanut brittle, tito's ortis,silya elektrika, dalandansoda!. haha, dalandan soda!, un ung band ko!, guiller realin-vocals, jollo cacnio-guitars, jason rullan-guitars, alexis torres-sax, troy gonzales-sax alex coloquio-drums, and me-bass!..haha, ang dami nga namin eh!. anyway yun, we performed sa SJA muna, it was great!,ang saya nung crowd..pero nagkamali kami konte!hahaha, kabado pa kasi eh..pero okay naman!..we won!, top3 kami!, together with silya elektrika, and aleta's band project. haha!, sympre naman sobrang saya namin!, asteeg..first gig namin tapos pasok kaagad. so yun, the finals were gonna be held sa gym na, with orange and lemons, barbie, and sugar free, at join the club pala!hahaha, so yun, before the show we went around with cla jackie. asteeg nga eh, kulet nila. anyway, we performed sa gym!,ang saya sobra!, wala na kasi yung kaba, so we just had fun!, ang galing nga ni guiller eh, sobrang husay sa pag front act!,kayang kaya niya i pump up yung crowd!:P we won 2nd place! P10 000.oo!ahahha..first pay chech nga namin yun eh!, we recieved P1350.oo each. tapos 500 sa charity:P hahaha. ang saya nung day na yun..

December 16

we had to play ulit,kasi sabi ni ms.alma na ung top 3 winners were gona play again!:p so yun...we started the day..nalaman namin na walang id!:(( waaahhh....sayang yun pa naman yung hanap ko!haha, so yun...we went around muna cuz alang magawa!,ang pangit nga ng arrangement nung show..cuz sabi nila we would perform at around 730, pero it turned out mga 9 pa kami nakatugtog!, it was not good..sa totoo lng ang pangit, cuz walang CROWD!, as in walang crowd talaga, after the fashion show nag uwian lahat nung tao!,hahaha. pero yun, we still played, okay naman ung natirang crowd, atleast they were singing!haha..after the gig, we went around. tapos sinamahan ko si rov!:: yey!haha..yun, we walked around sa field..asteeg nga eh!, pinatayan pa kami ng ilaw!hahaha.,,anyway, after nun, may inuman sa bahay ko with cla anthea and her firends pati si jason and king!so we went sa house ko, kala ko kami lng ppnta!,yun pala pati bro ko may friends din!, the bad thing about it is that 12 sila!hahaha, so bali 18 kami sa house namin!:)) ayun, asteeg!we drank alittle tapos natulog na!:))

December 18

we started the day sa house na nila lyka. we practiced!asteeg nga eh,,,,hands down ako sa dad ni troy(tito jingle) astteg!, sobrang supportive. siya ng angaun yung production manager namin eh!,cuz all the gigis, all the practices andun siya!...he even bout stuff for us, sound system, drum set, mics, cords!yun...and the food nga pala!hahaha...ayun, i would just like to thank them for the support!:D ayun, we practiced the whole day, tapos nung mga 5 na, we went to holys spirit na! astteg, now we had ids na!hahaha, yey!, we performed!, and i tell you!, SOBRANG ASTTEEEG YUNG CROWD!, sobrang supportive!, asin they were screaming na talaga!, dun nga sa video hinde mo na marinig si guiller, yung crowd na yung kumakanta eh!:)) anyway, yun, we won 2nd place!astteeeggg!, consistent!haha, we won P4000.oo and a small xmass tree!:P haha, tig 500 kami, and 500 to archie!, our rodie(parang crew man, na mas advance!)hahaha, asteeg siya!:D then yun, we ran around holy looking for posters!hahaha, buti nalng may nahanap pa ko!:D hehehe then we autographed eachothers cards, kasi last gig for the year!..nagulat nga ako eh, come to think of it, wala pang one month yun band, and we already won 2 battles and performed 3 times:S astteegg what more for next year:D hahaha, anyway, yun!

December 24

today!hahaha, wala lng..astteggg.....   :D   we are small, but we are capable of big things..:)